When I was y**** I found my dads stash of porno pics and vhs’s he made with my mom and I took them all to look at and watch, and I jacked off to them. Every. Single. Night. My mom was hot as hell in the late 70s early 80s. She eventually caught me jacking off to one of her videos and ran to the bathroom to throw up. When she came back I was still watching and jacking off to her and she looked me in the eyes with my cock in my hand and asked me bluntly, I really turn you on? And I said yes, mom, this hard dick is from watching you. And she said ok then, that I could keep the videos and pictures and use them whenever I wanted to and that there was newer ones in this certain spot. I ran naked all the way to the spot where she said they were and I watched all of them. Every once in a while there would be a new one with a smiley face written on the label! I tried in my teen years to actually do the deed with her but she shot me down so hard and told me just to stick with the videos and pictures and that every once in a while she’d throw in new ones and she didn’t disappoint! Just wish I could’ve actually done the real thing with her, I loved her so much, she wasn’t just my mom, she was my best friend. I miss her.